Once upon a time I wanted to be in the army. I wanted to show the world that I could do what no one expected of me. Instead of joining the army I did a DTS. The connection between the army and DTS, you get training both places. To be a part of the army you need to let go of your own plans, how to work out and become stronger. Someone is teaching you from the beginning how you would go into a battle, you are given the weapons to fight. Now I see why I wanted to be in the army. Im a fighter. Not for my earthly nation, but for Gods Kingdom. Im not stupid, so I know they dont want to let you out in battle without training. Willingness to suffer for something bigger then yourself. The more you train, the more ready you feel. Its the same with Gods army. The more I study the word of God and get the training by His Spirit, the more ready I feel to go out in battle. I know who Im fighting for, I know that the loss of my flesh is worth something bigger. Eternal life. Im called to be in the army. Im called to be a part of the Kingdom. How can I not want to fight for it?

I have the tools through the Holy Spirit and the Bible, how can I not want to know how to use it?! Why would I be willing to let my brothers and sisters suffer because I was lazy and did not train right? I dont want to have that on my shoulders. I want to know the truth, I want to teach the truth, I want to be trained based on the truth – because I know thats the only way to victory!